“The story I told myself”
Aisha Bowe didn’t believe in herself. NASA did.
“In high school, my friends thought I was going to be a dropout,” Aisha says. “For a long time, I did too.” She’d drifted through a couple rudderless years at Washtenaw Community College in southeastern Michigan. But after acing her Calc-II exam—a test she confesses she took while recovering from a trip to New Orleans for Mardi Gras—Aisha was held after her test by the professor. He told her he’d swapped in some more advanced questions on her exam, that she’d scored 100 percent, and that this result was exceptional. He implored her to take the test home and start thinking differently about herself.
Aisha had lived her whole life believing the opposite. “I spent middle school and high school thinking I was bad,” she says. “It was the story I told myself. ‘My parents got a divorce. I don’t come from money. I don’t get good grades. I’m not focused. I’m not driven.’ Someone like that doesn’t grow up to be special.”
Still, what her professor said resonated. “There comes a time in your life where you have to think critically about yourself. I realized, OK, I have low self-esteem. I don’t feel like I can be anything. Maybe that’s the problem?” Aisha read about the concept of manifestation, of bringing something into your life by focusing on it and believing it. She wrote out a list of what she wanted, taped it on her door, and looked at it every day. Every step built towards three words at the bottom:
Work for NASA.
What she didn't realize at the time was that NASA wouldn’t be her final step. It was just another on the path to founding her own company, and creating something that could teach and inspire kids who, like her, didn't believe they could be extraordinary.
Riding in Cars with Rocket Scientists
Cut to five years later. Aisha had crossed off "Transfer to the University of Michigan" off her list, and was a couple semesters away from crossing off “Earn my Master’s”. In January 2008, Pete Klupar, then the Director of the Small Spacecraft Division at NASA’s Ames Research Center, had visited U of M’s Aerospace Engineering Department to deliver a seminar and recruit for their summer internship program. Klupar got to see some of the satellite concepts Aisha had worked on. At the end of his visit, the department arranged for someone in the cohort to drive Mr. Klupar to his next location.
Aisha sometimes wonders how different her life would have been if she hadn’t had a car and an open afternoon.
During the drive, the two chatted about the seminar and the internship program. “I was looking through resumes and noticed something’s missing,” Klupar said. “You didn’t apply.”
“There are kids with 4.0s in that stack,” said Aisha. “NASA only takes the best and brightest.” Worden didn’t respond. Aisha fessed up, “I didn’t think you’d want me.”
“I’ve seen your work. I’ve heard you speak. I’d like for you to submit your resume.”
She got the internship. And after mentoring her all summer, Klupar came to Aisha with less of a request and more of a direct order: “You’re going to go back, and wrap up that degree. Then you’re going to come work for NASA.”